Fucked up day ever!

Today is totally a fucked up day, everything just don't seem right, and today just simply don't have the fucking mood, and usually dance was great and fun, but today everybody yes everybody were not laughing like we use to, i don't know why.

Why is it that everything just can't be simple? Why can't people just laugh happily?

Why can't there be no quarreling? Why can't some people stop being so fake? Why can't some people just stop backstabbing?

There are more " why " i wanna ask.

Schools fucked up, teachers are fucked up, people are fucked up, everything fucked up.

You know what? i'm alone in the room, and yes i think alot when i'm alone, no one ever know what the fuck went wrong with me, i'm so stress,

Friends around me, what am i actually to them? can someone please please tell me who are real and who are not? I'm sick of playing people talking back behind me... Treating me like a something. I'm tired...

People kept telling me stories about my friend, and what can i do? I just don't wanna lose friends, why can't everybody be together, with no quarrels and hate?

I want peace, i used to be thinking alot like everyday, yes everyday, and this few days, i thought i won't be like how i will be, but than, it came back again...

I just wanna have break, i wanna ignore every single thing...

Tears rolling down, nothing could explain what actually went wrong with me :')

HAHA! Some split personality. :')? OMG. Maybe i'm gonna be insane soon...

Is it that difficult to have friends that can trust? Who really treated me as a friend?

I don't know i don't know.

i have nothing much. People won't care about me, no one will. Ever...