You will never know what's going to happen next..

I guess today is going to some wordy post? :)

Had been thinking about a lot of things, like friendships, society, life and stuff. 

Friendship, it's seem so simple, yet there's Lies, back stab, fake, and stuff, not saying that i didn't do none of it like 

"lie" I do lie, like who don't lie? Maybe some. Backstab, i done it before too. And it's nothing to be proud off. 

Friendship, what i thought when i was young, people who talk to me nicely and treat me like some friend, i will be treating it like " yes! this is the friend!" so i will treat this one friend super good, and not just friend but bestfriend kind, so i'm the most easily treat you as bestfriend kind of person back than, but slowly every year i grown up, different people i will be meeting, and people say " kids are the most innocence one" but thinking about it, kids being some kind of bad-ass in school? Bully even more looking innocence kids,  kids steal? 

Back when i was in primary school, i have a goodfriend, and she's a steady kind of friend,everything she will agree with me, and just that one day, i realized it was fake, my class definitely will have one fucked up kid, thinks that his bad, his a bad ass and stuff, and one afternoon, school end, walking down the stairs and i was kicked down from the stairs, by him, when you're young you won't be so defensive what, all you can do is cry, and of course my family know, my sister will fetch him home every after she ends her school, ya, complain to school, that " bestfriend of mine" help that fucked up kid, And i found out by other of my friend, they planned it...  

Friendship wasn't that simple, it wasn't. Never once. 

And yeah slowly i became super not innocent, super defensive, fights in school, and stuff, i studied 7years of primary school, i failed my PSLE, so i retained, and 3years in secondary school of course until now there are still friendship problem, like some friend i'm hanging around in class now, for some they are fake too, being super frank. And it's super obvious. Well. I just wanna end and leave this school ASPS and meet new people and maybe more drama to take? Well i have prepared for the worst, no difference after all, there will be ups and down, it will never go the way you wanna it to have. 

At least i found some trust able friends, one bestfriend, few good friends.  

Well end of friendship, and this is really a super wordy post, if you're bored, don't read it in the first place.

Society, yesterday went to meet Lynelle to finish up homeworks, and we talk about society, talking about the ugly side of it, and she said something that i super agree with " There's this super long ladder, and everyone is climbing up to the success, and selfish people, climb over those who are climbing too, over take them, and reached to the success, so? How many people they have killed" Society is driving everybody mad, you can do all kinds of stuff to reached to the success but are you happy the way you get to success? 

Everyone judge,you're short, people say " ahya shorty shorty" You're tall " WEIRDO" Skinny, " walao ey, so skinny like some tek gou" Fat " fatty fatty boom boom" No matter what you do, people around you will start to judge, society is fucked up, they are only gonna remember the bad things you do, and the good things they forget about it, once you you committed something bad, people will always remember... Well, there's even uglier side of society i'm going to face, going to be 17 soon, definitely will be going out to work soon. Can't wait. 

YOU'RE ARE ONLY GONNA LIVE ONCE. 

Living in this world, you're only gonna live once, i realized it slowly when i'm getting older -.- well, yeah, 

I find that i have been wasting time being sad, moody and dramatic, haha.. Fake friends, facing the real side of society, i will definitely going to meet, and the best way to cure is to be happy, some people are going to ruined your life, and the moment you're happy, there will be things screwing up, at times, i think as long you're happy with the things you're doing just do!

 ( ps: ONLY FOR GOOD THINGS, NOTHING STEAL NOTHING ABOUT ROB OR RAPE :X AND OF COURSE NOT SLAPPING YOUR MUM, PUSHING OLD LADY DOWN THE BUS) LOL  

okay, like, if you liked something go get it, and in a cheap price that you can afford it? since you're only gonna live once, yeah, maybe for some people they might think " Ahya, excuses for yourself only ma, so you get it liao , you won't heart pain what"  Just think, are you going to know what's gonna happen in next sec, min, hours? life is a so unexpected thing. Just face the reality, just accept the life you're having now, and for those a little un-fortune people, don't give up, fight for the life you want to have, really! it might be hard but fighting for it, will definitely worth it:) 

Eating, i love eating noom noom noom :D Everyone loves to eat, eating ain't wrong, you just gotta eat right, i'm trying to lose weight now, went for running with brother and two sisters, getting the right portions of food to eat, just eat what you want to, and you liked! :D I believe just some exercise to maintain the weight? :) haha!

The thoughts i like to share with you readers~ :) Do enjoy~ :D  

JUST ENJOY LIFE LA! :) <3